The Kids are Gone. Time to Downsize?

My parents lived in their home long after my moving out. But when my father died, my mom did finally move out of my lifelong “home”.

At the time of my mom’s move we sorted through her and my dad’s life, getting rid of all the collected stuff of a lifetime. She moved away from long-time neighbors and nearby friends, from a 3 bedroom home to a small single bedroom apartment. I remember how emotional it was for her.

Now, I am sitting in my own home of some 23 years. My older son lives in an apartment a day’s drive away; my younger son still in college, but not really around much. My husband and I have a 4 bedroom home. It is a big house with a large yard.

My husband was the first to bring up the idea of downsizing. “We no longer need the space,” he said one day.  “If we downsize to a less expensive area we can retire early,” I heard over and over again.

Then, one day it seemingly started to make sense.

But something in my gut told me I had to find some “cons” in his proposed plan.

I looked at the area he was entertaining, and liked it. No, that isn’t a good con! Wait…what about local emergency care services? The beach town he had enticed me with was over an hour from emergency care and other medical services. We’re getting older! We’ll need medical care that is convenient!

And what about friends? We live in an area where we have many long-time friends and wonderful neighbors. But, are they all staying put? Some yes, many no.

But I think about the “community” I would be leaving. I know now, should I have a health crisis, I have such a support system here.

Neither of our sons wants us to move. Is it psychological? Wanting “home” to stay put? Or is the attraction that their childhood friends also still return home to visit over the holidays?

But wait, that won’t last for long. Now, you have single boys – young men – who come home from college at holidays…they reconnect, party, and relive their childhood… all from their home-bases. I tell my boys, soon your friends will be going to their girlfriends’ or wives’ homes for the holidays; their parents may move…things will change.

But they don’t want to hear it! They are still too young. “Home” represents a continuity, a connection, an umbilical cord to their past.

I started reading about downsizing. The financial reasons, so complex and important to understand: we had equity, could buy a new home and bank a substantial sum. We consulted with our tax accountant. We looked at the personal appeal of our chosen destination: more rural, near the ocean and a quaint but thriving community. We adjusted our location inland to be closer to medical services.

But I sit in my yard, where I have planted every plant, every tree. I look at “Granny’s Grove”, where I planted the memorial plants and flowers, gifts given to me when my mother passed away. Hummingbirds come and flit around me, and I feel her presence. How can I say goodbye?

I walk around my house and every corner reminds me of my life as a wife, mother, daughter, neighbor and friend. The Christmas tree always goes there. The bedroom my mother lived in for 9 years; the porch where she would bask in the sun. I can still feel her presence; she is part of this house. Other traditions seem tethered to spots in the home. Special family moments, captured in photographs over the years, also have captured the warmth and love in our home. How can I leave it?

And what if my kids relocate? And there are grandkids…wouldn’t we want to be near them? So many unanswerable questions.

How does one make the decision?

I know you are looking for an answer in this piece, sage advice…ask yourself these 10 questions and you will be pointed to the best decision for you. But that isn’t possible. Each of us must sort through our own lives…our finances, health and relationships, and decide what is most important.

I have decided. Moving will give my husband and me more time to enjoy our lives. Get out of the rat race; no more commute. We can buy whatever we view as the “perfect” house in whatever we view is the perfect new “playground” for us empty nesters…wine-tasting, exploring the coast and golfing sound great. We won’t be that far away from our friends, and we will be sure to have nice overnight guest accommodations.

I needed to make peace with leaving a house. The home we will be taking with us; the memories, the traditions, and the love we share for our family and friends.

And as for the kids? I hope we won’t be far from wherever their lives take them. And just because we make a move now, doesn’t mean we can’t make another one later.

As for leaving my garden? It is still a bit hard to imagine leaving the connections there. But I will have a new garden, and I’m quite sure that the hummingbirds will come.

Diane Blum is a freelance writer. You can reach her at Please visit and

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